Lonely

Two bottles for myself
I know it's bad for my health
But I got nobody else to share
Throw pictures off the shelf
No, I don't want any help
Sometimes I wish that nobody cared
One breath, two left inside of me
Three shots, I take 'em silently
Four o'clock, these lights are blindin' me now (oh)
I like it better when I'm lonely, lonely, all alone
I never needed you to hold me, hold me, keep me close
And you know I gave you everything
Then you went and said to me
That you like it better lonely, lonely, all alone

I know my life's a mess
I think of making amends
But I'll just get fucked up instead
It's easier this way
I found a way to escape
The evil thoughts inside my head
One breath, two left inside of me
Three shots, I take 'em silently
Four o'clock, these lights are blindin' me now (ooh)
I like it better when I'm lonely, lonely, all alone
I never needed you to hold me, hold me, keep me close
And you know I gave you everything
Then you went and said to me
That you like it better lonely, lonely, all alone
Livin' in silence
Feels so timeless
When nobody's here
I sleep through all of the sirens
'Cause nobody showed me
How to be lonely
When I'm all alone
I'm never really the only one
And it's perfect
You look at the surface
It's not what it seems
Being alone has a purpose
So girl, don't call me
Girl, don't call me
'Cause I won't be there to pick you up when you're fallin'
I like it better when I'm lonely, lonely, all alone
I never needed you to hold me, hold me, keep me close
And you know I gave you everything
Then you went and said to me
That you like it better lonely, lonely, all alone

And you know I gave you everything
Then you went and said to me
That you like it better lonely, lonely, all alone