Cyan

I only knew I would be the strongest version of what I was first given
The strongest dose of the love I was given
Sometimes I had to trample with tears in my eyes
Over the things I knew I couldn't help
Until I was strong enough to carry them with me instead
A route with pain, a route with joy
There should be no delusion of that magnitude
You should know the truth
I'm not locked in my bones
I've been changed forever
And it makes the love you're given change too
(How deep is too deep?)